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Unremembered Year

by That Dream Was Our Life

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New Year's lights & six degrees of night But nothing touches you Invincible & frozen as the city A beauty that feels like destiny & truth California burns like heaven's justice Sand fires cloud the interstate I could tell you I went back 'cause I had promises to keep But the truth is no one asked me to stay What do you think you're gonna find Do you really think you're running for your life The lion has no hatred for the lamb The future has no message for the past Icy streets & snowflakes on your cheek We pursue the things we must possess The snowman outside the bar begins to weep He cries, "Is it wrong to love the world as it is?" What do you think you're gonna find Do you really think you're running for your life The lion has no hatred for the lamb The future has no message for the past Love's the chill that never leaves your bones The sunlight that never keeps you warm "I miss you," said the fisherman to the sea "But dreams die for the sake of other dreams"
2.
Start getting dressed We're heading west Spent nights crawling out from under Skies of sand & Colorado thunder I'm tired & frayed but you're electric air The current pulls like an arrow Pushing us straight through the narrow 4:45 - you say it's Alpine Time Rainclouds in the rearview mirror If I wait will I be delivered A river can't be crossed but I love being lost Will we fall in the frozen water Or rise like Zion's sons & daughters What if all I find is a heart that cannot be climbed Spent years waiting for you to come round Some canyons are better left drowned The way you waved your hand across the broken land Scenes & smiles I want to remember They flash for a moment & they're gone forever
3.
Old(e) City 04:02
Let's meet in Old City I'l pick you up at the comic shop You can leave your cape & truth & justice behind The last shot of a shotgun summer in a city that never stops And no one cares if you can read their minds We'll sit on the pier & watch the waves roll by like lovers We'll count the flashing lights underneath the bridge You lost your job & you talk about getting sober And if you don't you say it is what it is We'll buy cigarettes & sit outside the Industry Bar Your skin as white as smoke against the glow You stop a waitress in a Misfits shirt, "Can I get another Budweiser" It's getting late but you're already home There's so much loss in you You say you're gonna pull yourself together But you're never gonna make it through You're never gonna make it through You're never gonna make it through If you harbor pain forever If I could love you as much as you hate yourself Hold you tight when you want to fight yourself I'll clean up after you & all the blood you spill But I can't pour myself into hearts that never fill There's so much left in you It takes the world to hold yourself together Saying it doesn't make it true You're never gonna see it through If you hold my hand I'll walk with you You don't have to harbor pain forever
4.
I caught a glimpse of what life would look like with you But the call of the west & the distance between are colored in blue Coyotes crowd in the canyon & howl at the moon A chorus of fangs closes in on our dreams, do you hear it too What have you heard? I want to know the magic words that can bring me back home to you My coat held the ache of your perfume for an hour till it passed A hundred miles from Phoenix, my heart as transparent as the glass How do you keep it from fading, how do you make it last We can shine our light for a moment but our lives are nothing like that What have you heard? I want to know the magic words that can bring me back home to you

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Written between pages of Joan Didion's Slouching Towards Bethlehem & Simon Hanselmann's Megahex, the 2017-18 NFL playoffs, missions in Assassin's Creed: Origins, after seeing 20th Century Women & during the winter bomb cyclone.

This is the first EP in my 2018 series, Unremembered Year. Check out the subscribe tab above for more information!

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released January 26, 2018

Written in Field Notes #3 & Google Keep
Recorded on iPhone / Edited in Audacity
Photo: Delaware River 1/20/2018

RIP Industry Bar 2013-2017

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That Dream Was Our Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Introspective & prolific, James Cuartero AKA That Dream Was Our Life has been making music as a solo artist since 2014. Described as "a thinking man’s songwriter who stays away from the trap of being defined by a single genre", Cuartero has released fifty EPs, six compilations, & numerous singles over the past ten years. No t-shirts though. ... more

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