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PREMONITION

by That Dream Was Our Life

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Gone 03:36
A tremor in your heart My head against the wall Always been invisible But never felt so small Throw my shame over my fear Like ashes over snow Can't tell the difference between What poets always know Don't want a premonition I'm tired of the future Tired of being right I just wanted to be wrong Tired of the future Curse a second sight I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone The universe can spit you out At the bottom of the wall Always been impossible But never felt so tall Scenes of disillusion Dancing like the pain of what you should be letting go of But it's always in the way Don't want a premonition I'm tired of the future Tired of being right I just wanted to be wrong Tired of the future Curse a second sight I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone Parasocial dreams meet me at the giant heart I don't think I want what other people want Comfort is a killer, sometimes love will get you caught I don't think I want what other people want Validation & possession, pretty people, clever talk I don't think I want what other people want Safety turns to poison, sometimes love will get you got I don't think I want what other people want Don't want a premonition I'm tired of the future Tired of being right I just wanted to be wrong Tired of the future Curse a second sight I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone
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New Orleans is sinking but I couldn't raise you A head full of fire & lies on repeat Your name in lights & I can't erase you Every desire becomes concrete You'll be the song of the summer Eyes that dance like a flame It breaks me up like no other I don't know how to be safe Always waiting for a landslide to take you Scrawl an x on a tomb for a wish to come true To be delivered but salvation doesn't save you It only justifies you, it can never reclaim you
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We're never far from devotion No one needs to know how much it means We hold on to love like time Like it was something we could keep When you're here with me you don't have to be anything There's so little of the future left When you're here with me you don't have to be anything Everything is borrowed in the end Watched my shadow dance across the river Summer always makes me want to hide Night swells like bug bites on your skin You look so good when you're tired The thing about hating yourself is no one cares It's just a prison of your own making A lonely bird sings over Belvidere A dawn's cry on the edge of breaking
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Throw yourself in to make it burn No resurrection here Freedom rises from the ash but I can't touch its wings It's not the same for you & me Wave a torch & shout to keep the wolves at bay There's no room for doubt No time to be afraid What's the sense in staying stuck Throwing good luck after bad Your life is someone else Who could see me now & love me as I am Wave a torch & shout to keep the wolves at bay There's no room for doubt No time to be afraid Holy water from the spout to keep the wolves at bay There's no room for doubt No time to be afraid When it spits us out is there anything to say I gave up all my doubt For something far away

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TDWOL 46 // PREMONITION // I am definitely one of those annoying "say yes to the universe" kind of people but PREMONITION is about saying no once in a while because something isn't always better than nothing xx

Written between pages of Mark Lanegan ("Devil In A Coma") & Carlos Bulosan ("The Laughter Of My Father"), episodes of Superbro on Netflix (it's so dumb & hilarious), & semi-weekly games of Ghost of Tsushima Legends w/ Randy, Roberto, & Cole.

This is the *FOURTH* EP in my 2022 series. Check out the Subscribe link above for more info <3

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released October 14, 2022

Written in my journal, voice memos, & Google Keep
Recorded on iPhone in Philadelphia PA
Thx Mark McMurray for the TS banjo in "Keep The Wolves At Bay"
Edited in Audacity
Photo: Feeling sorry for myself while doing laps around the Navy Yard 8/28/2022

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That Dream Was Our Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Introspective & prolific, James Cuartero AKA That Dream Was Our Life has been making music as a solo artist since 2014. Described as "a thinking man’s songwriter who stays away from the trap of being defined by a single genre", Cuartero has released fifty EPs, six compilations, & numerous singles over the past ten years. No t-shirts though. ... more

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