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See It Through

by That Dream Was Our Life

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The bitterness you hold slows your blood like poison Are you gonna die alone, embracing disappointment Freedom isn't free but it's pretty pretty sweet Being gentle with yourself is like trying to fill a chasm It's easier to lie than trust in your compassion Freedom isn't free but it's pretty pretty sweet The distance between you & what you want Is smaller than the prisons you can build What's worse than being lonely & in love The hollow following a dream fulfilled Suffering holds you up to curated illusions Most want something else, pale-eyed in their delusion Recriminations rise but you say them like a thief When you finally rest you can breathe a sigh of relief Freedom isn't free but it's pretty pretty pretty pretty sweet
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Push your hope through the eye of a needle Weariness feels like a gift in the dark "Heaven's a word made for other people" Is one of the lies from the weak of heart Spread your joy as thin as a shadow Unravel a thread for the rest of your life A curse is real if you believe it Circles you like a dead satellite When you turn your face to mine You could almost change my mind If I hurt myself again It's because I only wanted what was right Can you keep bitterness at a distance Like a sin you cross the street to avoid Envy's my favorite one of the seven Maybe there's beauty for everything destroyed
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Don't know how to be safe But I'm getting older Don't want to keep making The same mistakes Over & over Possibilities fading If love never stays It might as well be given If we're always dying Let death catch me while I'm living A lamb for the knife Breathing gets slower As peaceful as sleep You can spend your life Looking over your shoulder I've already been who I don't want to be If love never stays It might as well be given If we're always dying Let death catch me while I'm living
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Fall asleep with the light on if you fall asleep at all A night that replies with silence even when you call Secret Spitter in the alley, Pentecostals every night Summer trash wrapped in plastic waiting for the dumpster dive Gold lettered invitation with initials intertwined If the future feels familiar it's a dread that's justified You can torture yourself or you can cast it all aside If you dare to be happy or not, the morning still arrives It feels for everything all you do is apologize Summer trash wrapped in plastic under fear that's calcified You can torture yourself or you can cast it all aside If you dare to be happy or not, the morning still arrives

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TDWOL 45 // SEE IT THROUGH // When people call songwriters *artists*, I roll my eyes a bit because while I guess it could be art, it usually isn't. I’m not putting songwriting down—I love it & it’s all I ever wanted to do—but at the same time you can say the most mediocre & cliché thing & if it rings true it can still be considered great. It doesn’t really matter how good or bad the words are, it’s about trying get out of your own way & actually communicate something. It’s hard to do. I barely can!

Written between pages of Mary Oliver ("Dream Work") & Chuck Klosterman ("The Nineties"), episodes of the Feeling Asian podcast & Nathan Fielder's new show "The Rehearsal" (it is BANANAS), & weekly games of Ghost of Tsushima Legends w/ Randy & Roberto.

This is the THIRD EP in my 2022 series. Check out the Subscribe link above for more info <3

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released July 29, 2022

Written in my journal, voice memos, & Google Keep
Recorded on iPhone in Philadelphia PA
Edited in Audacity
Photo: On my way to get hot dogs on Colorado Blvd, Los Angeles CA 7/11/2019

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That Dream Was Our Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Introspective & prolific, James Cuartero AKA That Dream Was Our Life has been making music as a solo artist since 2014. Described as "a thinking man’s songwriter who stays away from the trap of being defined by a single genre", Cuartero has released fifty EPs, six compilations, & numerous singles over the past ten years. No t-shirts though. ... more

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